everything you touch surely dies

Excuse me, but shit anatomy how, exactly? I think you pulled this off. For one, the pose is very convincing - like Gutterflower either misjudged her footing and fell from a high place, or was thrown. I really think the way you drew her legs makes that point all the more, and her face... damn. Every time I look at it, my heart breaks for her.
If anything is bothering you, I hope you feel better soon.